is it dead? is it? oh yea, it is! oh wait, it has always been dead haven it?
results are back. i think year one tp students all have the same post this week. XD well, i fair very well, then again, horrible. why? i aced two subj and fail one. ):
EMATHS: 95/100, third in class.
-shit that thing! you know why? i should have gotten full marks but i had a careless point which made my last answer wrong. i got the right answer thrice after the exam. T.T
REBUS: 41/50, third in whole cohort.
-for the first time, i felt smart. :X
FACOM: 21/50, congrats on the failure.
-): the subj which i gave up and didnt study for. even my very-last minute studying didnt help. why? it came out all the things i didnt study for. )))):
DR CHOW is not going t be our careperson anymore. RAYMOND is taking over. ): and DR CHOW didnt even give us an explaination. S: why dr chow? why raymond? why our class?
btw, my first encounter very close up w raymond is not that bad, really. he can be funny at times. (:
anyway, back t the subj stuffs. i cant afford t screw up FACOM already. monday's presentation better be good good. i can do it, woohoo! for now, its just doing up the slides portion. :X
TAGS REPLY
anqi: thank you! i forgot t return it t you just now. shall do it on monday! :D
xq: its not w me. you can try asking the boys. :D
hoong: lol! omg, dont tell me you phone came alive. :X
OH, i found the A3 size scrap book. it cost $8.15. what a bomb! boooo.
monday is coming and none of my assignments are done. somehow, i am not panicking today. cause from classmates or my imaginary friends, these are what i believe i will need t do
REBUS:
A3 size scrap book.
-WTF i cant find them in the populars i've went t! how about the more common sketch book? poooof.
35 articles.
-remember i've cut out some the other day? i believe i still need 10 over articles only.
each articles must have at least 3 real estate words which will need t be highlighted yellow (for the one i've learnt in class)/ pink (the ones i didnt learnt in class).
-cousin lent me his yellow highlighter, so that means i will need t find 3 rebus words that i've learnt in class so i dont not need t use the pink one.
hand in to your tutor.
-i only see her on friday. that means its nearly a week more for me t finish everything.
FACOM:
do research on double-deck elevators.
-i bookmarked the pages. will pass t zhonghan or val later the day/ next few days, so we can compile the infos tgt. then then we are going t do a presentation next week or the week after. YAY! i cant wait! hohoho.
-i've a feeling that the research i've done, zhonghan got them already. XD
WRTORIAL:
report on the imaginary tests we did on our product.
-i think i can rush this out by tuesday night. we always manage t, dont we?
and those are why i dont have that sense of urgency yet. and this is bad cause i have a habit of pushing everything t the very last few days then start panicking before rushing them out. ):
anyway, guy brought me out on a movie date ytd! our much waited You Dont Mess With The Zohan is good! :D we went over t ehub's cathay t catch it. and when we were leaving, we found them!
YES! the sheets of metal that saved our heads from the horrible rain the other day! guy and i were thinking that the metals were either taken back by the workers or sold away as scrap metal. but no, the two sheets of metal piece are still at where we abandon them. lonely two! i feel sorry for them.
oh, and the 19th! i went back sch w the intention t check out choir but the girls and i went t collect our cert! i finally got them. (: and then we went up t the music room. we waited outside the whole time, actually. cause we were afraid that mrliew is in a bad mood and he will scold us for disrupting his training. so we waited, and waited. then he came out and said
i am scolding them inside, but he was smiling. (:
i miss mrliew and his scoldings. :X but seriously, i do. boooo. i wish i could sing again. ): anyway, i rushed t cp after that cause the rest were waiting for me. actually, i didnt really rush. cause i waited for 87 instead of taking lrt which is much much faster. :X
met up w my lovely guy before meeting them at the mrt platform. he agreed t accompany go for jamming! thank you, my super sweet guy! ❤ back t it, it was like an excursion cause we were such a big group! and we took the same mrt as keith chia and taihong somemore! imagine all the funny people were in the same mrt. XD as usual, the boys hit each other's balls but this time it was pass-it-on. it was so funny. seah chase taihong, or the other way round -i forgot-, in and out of the mrt. like so omg. childish, some might say. but this is why we are so bonded, we do the crazy thing TOGETHER. (:
jamming was crazy, and thank goodness the room is big. i captured some part of the jamming, however my phone cannot receive the music. so i am only going t upload this!
apparently that's the only video w audio-able sounds. sorry seah! hoho. and i've gained new blisters for this jamming, but its not longer pain already! (:
you are the one, and only.
i am freaking out! not just about the assignments with i believe i wont be able t complete in time. its just, IF I HAVE MORE TIME..
the mass jamming is tmr. omg. i have not discuss w yinghao what songs he is taking and what songs i am taking. so far, i just got t know from ce that kuangbiao going t play rolling stars. YES, just as in a few minutes ago. and my tabs are missing, because comp got reformatted. T.T not only that, seah asked me t learn home by daughtry. he smsed me in the middle of the night. well done, yuwei! every one knows the plan except you. T.T
super sorry t yinghao cause i am supposed t share the workload w him but in the end, i didnt help at all. ):
okay. i know the post is messy. i dont have the time. gotta learn new songs. and OMG OMG. MY PICKS ARE MISSING! thank goodness my bass and amps are big enough. if not i might just missed them too! goodbye!
i am pissed. i know that there is facebook now but apparently i have most of my friends on friendster already, i dont find the point in having another so called keep-in-touch website or whatever it is. and WHAT'S WRONG W FRIENDSTER? apparently i did not add who/what-so-ever AND my profile is PRIVATE. so should any one wants t add me, there should be a approval or denial process right. RIGHT? i mean, even w/o having a private profile you get that, so why is who/what-so-ever my friend when i didnt even add them neither did they ask me for approval? and what's worst is that when i try t delete them, firefox and ie both cannot show the page. which means i cant get who/what-so-ever out of my friend list and i feel that my privacy is intruded. ROAR.
rebus homework is hell. i get what bestfriend karhong means when he said he collected 134545647 amount of articles but 90% dont meet the criteria. ROAR. SUPER ROAR. i ended up cutting any random articles i see. like during the next few days then i will check out which ones can be used and all. yea, and i haven buy the A3 size scrap book and neither do i have yellow highlighters nor pink. why not BLUE, GREEN, ORANGE or PURPLE? thats a SMART ONE, teachers. you just make me more pissed.
this amazing feeling, ❤
sometimes, i think that i am unfair t my mum. like for example, i am supposed t go home today -true- but because i drag my stuffs, slowly doing all sorts of nothings, its already 9:19pm, and i have not got shower t leave this house for the other. called mother t inform her that i will be home late cause i have not shower. she then told me the plan for tmr, which is t go grandpa's place w my sister and she will meet us both there. i asked her i might as well stay here for the night and go meet my sister tmr before going t grandpa's. she agreed cause it is late and she doesnt want me t go home alone.
i feel like going home t at least spend some time w her cause we haven been doing much at all. and sister will be going there from the zoo, some blood donation drive outing; she volunteered t help out. but then i am lazy t move around the world outside of this apartment alone. i am selfish, right?
then there were times when i feel really upset and little abandoned cause i dont get t see mum at all. for months, okay? and i blame her for our frequent miscommunication when we meet up. but i didnt even make an effort t head home once a week t see her and just share some time tgt like what normal mother and daughter do. and what's worse is that mother has been working really hard for sister and i since we were very young cause dad passed away. ): and because of her work, because she wanted t provide more for us, sister and i stayed at aunt's most of the time.
i headed t mother's after sch the other day t sleep while waiting for guy t end sch. thought she might be home but nope, so i slept awhile before guy came over t fetch me. apparently while walking towards the bus stop w guy, mother called me on the phone and said she was behind us. she said she has been calling out my name for a long time. but neither guy nor i has heard it. AND she accused me of bringing guy home, which i didnt. one thing i hate most is t be accused. well, at least she didnt accuse me in front of guy if not the worst part of mother and i will appear right in front of his eyes. she called my aunt and told her about her accusation. when i reach home, my aunt asked me. thoughts that were running through my mind were
a. wtf
b. what the hell is wrong w going home?
c. thats my house too isnt it? dont i have the rights t go home and nap awhile at all?
but of course i didnt say it. i explain what happened and guess what my aunt said?
"aha! i knew it. your mother any how think."
at that time, i didnt had this feeling but then now, when i reflect again, i feel so blessed t have my aunt t believe my words. if its mother and i discussing this whole thing, she will not believe my words at all. boooooooooooo. but then again, i know she is worried. and thats a good sign, if it doesnt get any more senseless, of course.
so maybe i will give her surprise visit again someday after sch. afterall, sch is very near the house. (:
i miss you, dearest. shall head over t pc show w sister and mother t find you tmr! oh oh, and look for the lappy you told me about. ❤
guy is playing dota again. i remember hearing that 'all guy likes playing dota' once, by ms/mr i-dont-know-who cause it was really a long time ago and it was a random comment, i think. but now now, maybe whoever said it was quite right, QUITE. cause i am sure some wulu wulu guy will come along and say nooooo, i dont like playing dota and blah blah blah. maybe someday i will learn how t play dota. right, i must be crazy. oh well. you see, i am super duper boredddddddd cause there is no one t talk t now. ):
and, WHATS WRONG W XXX COMPANY? HUH, HUH? zhenhong, guy and i went t XXX company for interview for the @#^#%&@%Y&$ pc show. in the end, they only asked us t fill up a form which was only our particulars and how t contact us. GUESS WHAT? they called the two guys and left me out. WTF. IS THE COMPANY SEXIST? HUH HUH? guys can go earn money, GIRLS CANNOT AR? roar. go away. i am not going t buy anything from XXX company anymore. ROAR.
right, before i forget. i must must must blog about the bbq. omg. it was super fun can? but perhaps, only applicable for the people who stayed until the end. by 10, alot of people left the bbq already. only about 14 odd boys and two girls -xq and i- were left. lightning stuck, and the wind blew hard suddenly.
our first reaction was: RUN. XD
we went over t the shelter. so malu, we were the only ones in the area who ran. but i tell you, the wind blew really hard. all the things left on the table flew far far away. XD then we went back and found the fire really really huge. so we dump the chicken chop all on the grill and start bbqing them. tally jacob laugh until he really rofl. XD the wind blew harder and this time, we knew our worst fear was coming: RAIN.
we kept jumping, shouting and flipping/hitting the food. well, actually only jiayi was doing the food part. he hit until the thongs got bent like not only the grab food part but the WHOLE thongs! like omg funny. then the rain dropped alittle t warn us, we asked one group t go first cause they didnt want t get wet. we continue bbqing until we felt more rain coming. jiayi stack all the meat tgt before guy poured the whole butter thingy onto them. XD then jiayi took the whole mesh wire and put it onto the box cover and
...WE ALL RAN LIKE THERES NO TMR.
people were looking and laughing cause i think it was the first time they saw people like us who will run w the wire mesh which had alot of chicken chop on it. XD and that was only STUNNING NUMBER ONE. XD
we went over t some tables and chairs, place the mesh wires w chicken chop on the table. but all the chicken wasnt cooked inside yet. ): then i started t want-t-vomit but nothing came. i think i was, and still is, sick of the satay smell. we stayed at the same area for like 10, 15minutes before we left.
STUNNING NUMBER TWO.
we went t the shelter which was nearest t the bus stop. -but it is not, seriously.- and waited cause it was still raining heavily. our forever stunning taihong found something that could let us have the least contact w the rain. i dont know what it is called so use your imagination while i describe it.
huge,
rectangle,
metal,
construction site.
yes! the metal thing that is used t cover the construction site. amazing taihong found two of it. XD we split into threes groups, that means one have t come back and fetch us. we waited and laughed cause we could see them crossing over the road w the metal piece over them. it was our turn and i realised i wasnt tall enough t hold it, so i had t hold onto yinghao's shoulder and guy's hand cause i was afraid i might fall, which might cause malu malu x2. :X i think it will be a fun bonding game for some orientation camp or something. XD
when we were about t approach the bus stop, we saw 6, 7 handphones staring back at us. OMG OMG OMG! the first, second group people who reached there first were videoing us. T.T i dont want t get on youtube like that.
anyway, guy sent me home before catching his last bus. SUPER DUPER LOVED. thank you, dearest! i love you! (:
TAGS REPLY
robin: i can give you some of my fats lah. then we can be equal equal. hohoho.
anqi: yea. luckily it was a dream only. ):
karhong: haha! you tummy there still got the mark or not? XD
christina: what should i put in? :X hey, remember t help me buy the shirt! hohoho.
honghui: good! i think. you? srjc fun?
gladys: YES, GLADYS? (:
dream, DREAM, DREAM! yes, thank goodness! that was just a really terrible dream. like, omg omg. if dearest, you ever do that, i will probably cry for more than a month and then get crazy and stab you before stabbing myself. hohoho. okay, i am kidding. (: but that was really a horrible dream. i woke up and starting crying. boooo. i wanted t share w guy while we were tgt just now but i was scare i will cry again. ):
change the subj. ytd's outing was good. the beach, the frisbee, the sandwiches, the balls -volley, soccer and a soft soft beach ball, i think-, the birthday celebrations, the food and ..THE PEOPLE! (: thank you for the perfect ytd. (:
from ytd's outing i learnt that:
darren can swim w his contact on.
robin is really skinny.
alvin likes playing w the melted wax. he just started playing w it ytd.
karhong can get sunburn at his tummy, and tummy only.
huimin gets real ON when she is playing the card game w terence.
gladys is allergic t panadol. poor thing.
michel loves her boyf alot.
jessica gets high even w/o drinking beer.
anqi gets crazy when she see balls.
sarah can forget t bring her most impt thing. er hem.
germaine has the 'sun allergy' thingy.
terence is really nice. he serve us food while we play.
val has short attention span. the phototaking part.
johnathan hate beer. but he still finish it.
zach believes sarah's words. when we lied that we were going t the ladies but we were going t buy the cakes.
juhaila is hardworking. she had t meet us after her work which ends at 5.
zhonghan has itouch! omg omg. rich guy sia!
now now, i hope tmr's outing will be good too. and PLEASE DONT RAIN TMR! the sun compliment the bbq million times better than rain, alright!
HAPPY SIXTH! I LOVE YOU ALOT,
SWEETHEART! (:
guy went t work today. boooo. that leaves me at home alone. well, no really. there's aunt, sis and cousin at home now. and mum came over just before i left house t meet guy. lonely? no really but i still miss guy and i want him t be by my side. ):
mum and i talked abit. nothing much actually. and she said guy slim down the other time she saw him. o.o they only met twice. oh, whatever. they will meet more often in the future. hohoho.
anyway, yesterday's game was good. at least i was enjoying the game, well, as a spectator. zachary and karhong went t play ball ball w guy and some other people. they played well t me. well, at least better than me. XD oh, and zach's smile when he scored his first goal is omg gorgeous. compliment, compliment! nothing more than that, really! (:
weird conversations i heard ytd:
mankey: i like sporty girls.
eevee: eee. i prefer feminine ones.
me: *in my head* i thought should be the other way round seh.
.....
mankey: omg. my whole underwear is wet.
eevee: haha. mine at the side only.
me: do you have t discuss this?
eevee: huh! you heard ar!
*and i was standing just in front of them*
okay. the following statements are just what i think. i have nothing against anybody. really luh. i believe no matter how not-very-bonded we are now, we all hope the same. we want everyone t enjoy the outing. so so, let's just try our best a accommodate every one.
if people cant make it on time, we take it, smile and say:
its okay, we are a class. we will wait for you.
if people cant go for the outing, we take it, smile and say:
its okay, we are a class. there will be another time, another outing.
if we are the ones who are late, bow and say:
we are sorry. we will be early next time.
mean it went you say, cause no point in saying if you dont mean it at all.
bow, cause it is a respect t those who sticks t the plan, and came on time.
why? because ...WE ARE A CLASS. (:
Read more...i am glad i've found you, my love. ❤
you should know how much i hate you. you do this EVERY YEAR. what's wrong, dude? since i've cooled down already, i find no point in trying t remember back the 'whipping you w a belt repeatly until you bleed so hard but i dont care and instead, take something and start stabbing you' feeling. yes, I GET THIS FEELING EVERY TIME YOU DO THIS T ME!
no, wait. the past was worse. i could almost slice you up so fine like how a sashimi is done. weirdly, i didnt get that feeling this time.
anyway, i am getting myself a laptop. i dont care.
right. i am taking blogging as an excuse t not study for facom, for now. i hope facom is not that hard, please. i am a total lazy shit who just started studying for facom even though i've been reading up on it since yesterday night. damn that thing. i am supposed t be half way through it already but but but .. right, nevermind.
OUTING MATTERS:
n802's class outing has been shifted a day later which means its now on sunday. right, WHY SUNDAY? SUNDAY is supposed t be MY DAY! where i choose what i want t do and not do what others want me t do. crap. now its between my commitment t the class and the whatever thing i AM supposed t do. ): and since i am free on saturday, i shall ask claire and chew later or something whether they want t go for a swim on sat and ask them what i shall do.
4/FOUR outing is not going t be in sch anymore, maybe pasir ris park or something cause ..THE RENOVATORS CAME OVER TODAY AND STARTED RENOVATING OUR SCHOOL FOR THE DAMN INDOOR SPORTS HALL. mr wee said yes because the renovation is starting A WEEK AFTER our meet up but the damn people came over today and start renovating. WHAT IS THIS? i know 4/FOUR is famous for being not so obedient BUT DID THE MAIN COMMITTEE SHIFT THE DAMN RENOVATING THINGY FORWARD BECAUSE IT IS OUR CLASS? i hope i am not thinking too much. :/
anyway, bbq at pasir ris park means no soccer -most probably- but we can fly kite and do our favourite, TAUPOK. omg omg. i want t taupok so many people. XD
jamming and choir CLASHES! T.T jamming is from 1300-1500, choir 1230-1530. how how how? I WANT T GO FOR BOTH! been so long since i've gone jamming, though this time is not me who is playing, seah's. XD and choir! omg omg. i miss mrliew. i miss choirmates. most of all, i miss singing. ): HOW HOW HOW?
1230-1330, choir.
1330-1400, traveling time.
1400-1500, jamming.
looks perfect? but how t reach paradiz/pennisula center -dont know which one yet- in 30mins? and now seah ask me if i want t play. they have 2 drummers, 3 or 2 guitarist, 1 bassist -yinghao- and 3 vocalists currently. they are playing six songs! omg omg. yes, SIX SONGS! i think yinghao can play until finger cramp. :X and die! i just said yes cause i cant resist the temptation but but IT IS ON THE 19TH! T.T WHYYYYYYY LIKE THAT?
sigh. i miss guy cause he is playing warcraft/cs -i dont know which one- w his class boys now. i miss you, dearest. yes, i do. ):
alright man. HELL (rebus) IS OVER! and i wished i memorised the whole chunk of things i was reading in the morning CAUSE EVERYTHING I READ CAME OUT AND I COULDNT REMEMBER THEM! BOOHOOOOOO! ):
now, i just have t work on facom. booo. i dont have the i-want-t-study feel anymore due t
EXCUSE A: rebus is over. YES! i survived it! hohoho
EXCUSE B: i feel tired today. ):
EXCUSE C: facom is THE LAST PAPER! omg. soccer, dates and more dates after this. hohoho.
i just watch sayang sayang, the channel5 new show. omg omg. that guy's action was SUPER CUTE! he went over t his mum, point and jump/bounce like a kid and said: i want t marry her! and he is a young adult. OMGGGGG! SO CUTEEEE!
oh, wait. i'll stop here. (:
i'm all about you, my love!
let me tell you something..
IF SOMEONE MAKES REBUS NOTES INTO A SONG, I AM SURE I CAN MEMORISE IT!
yes, i mean it. ):
omg omg. i feel like giving up on rebus. but it has FOUR CREDIT UNITS. damn that thing! save me, someone. ):
oh, about the coming thing i am gonna write about, its because i read val's blog, "robin wore skinny today" part. so it gets a little weird and all.. you get what i mean.
anyway. did i tell you? i am fascinated by mrrobin's leg. robin's legs have muscle but his leg is slim too. like, how should i put it? muscle, but not chunky. slim, but not ..soft. oh, whatever. i think what i wrote was weird but, yea, thats just what i think. i hope robin wont run away when he sees me next time. XD
ps: its a compliment, robin! hohoho.
and that, i felt dumb telling my sister that i've just changed my pwd for the blog cause she guess and IT HIT THE NAIL. now now, i will need t think of a new pwd AGAIN!
right. is it me, or is the emaths paper so freaking easy. but i felt really bad cause the last question which quite a number of people cannot solve, i think i can solve. well, which i did. but after the test, i redo it a few times, i realised that i had a careless mistake at the first part of the question which will change the entire final answer. boohoo.
i just watched a little part of the new show on channel 8, Love Blossom. this is my first time watching it but i think the part which the two sister said "get into courtship, but not marriage" is weird. it is like, ABC peel an apple but ABC dont want t eat it. and ABC just leave it there and rot. and behave like it is not ABC's responsibility t take care of the peel apple cause all ABC want if the "peeling process". okay, i know relationship cannot be compared w an apple but its just an example.
anyway, i am suffering from mosquito bites which appear out of no where. i wonder if its my room. after everynight, i 'gain' another bite on my leg. YES, ONLY ON MY LEGS. shit that thing. and it suck more cause it is super itchy and the surrounding of will have little swollen balls as though i am having rashes". omg omg, rashes! am i having that? T.T
anyway, one down, two more t go. i am glad the most easy one is gone. i just have t work out what i want t do w rebus and facom. roar.
some old pictures:
/spot the crows.
/hassy dislike these: mangrove. 
/mr cute. dont you agree, claire? :X
/yes, i think they do.
/these are what i do when i am bored.
/we love t get stuck in the lift tgt.
/talk about "black heart" potato, man.
remind me t NOT USE firefox when i want t post pictures. i took more than an hour trying t sort this out.
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I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR! (:
